I still tied by my fear

I just realize that I am still being tied by my own fear of walking alone to face the world. I thought that I already sailed the boat though the wild ocean, but when I look behind my boat is tailed on a big ship behind as if I am still afraid and hope to be guardian by it if there's something happened I can be rescued immediately. That's the description of my situation right now.

I never been flay freely from my sanctuary as long as I life, I always make sure that I still have deposit or something that can be dependable because I am too scared if there's no one help me or I am scared to be in hopeless situation or is it because I still want to maintain my dignity? all of them may be true. there's no other way if I want to walk alone I have to cut the rope from the big ship and start move alone with all my gut I have.Just close my eyes and pray...hope this boat will bring me to the glorious land. I am 100% confident as long I have a will, hope,believe and be persistence.....something impossible may be possible. Lets Sails the Boat.....!!